Category Archives: Energy Burst

More detail or specifics on what was experienced, or illuminated, of brain stem nature.‏


  I planned to add this to the  previous post, but, if you will allow for that connection, it also can stand alone. There was so much more to the brain stem illuminations.  It had a right and a left side to it, partly new, more recognized, but not realized, aware, or conscious before then. The right side […]

Brain Expansion, by spiritual changes.


// Message body I had originally written to an author of an essay article titled “Synergy”  It was about the many coincidences which occur with Synergic  connections between various  people.  The author was a  professor at Chapel Hills University many years ago.  I had begun to notice these connections, not caused out of our own intentions […]


I am now seeing the flow of Cosmic energy like a river, with a main stream, with its swirls, whirlpools, and quiet places, along with crashing on what seems to be the edges.  The raging river of my 3rd dream in this blog may well  have been my own sense of drowning in that stream, not […]

Are we approaching an advance for humanity, or our self destruction? I vote for our advance


I hope to share my own impressions, which are making more sense to me, of and as a whole process and way of existence,for now and ahead.

How we all Develop


We came to call it a process of “both / and”. It opened our minds and made us both find out if our beliefs had been taken on from others, or had come out of our own experiences. In time we shared what our experiences had been which had led to things we felt were real and true, not just beliefs.

My Spiritual Start in my daily life, when I was 32


Then came the shocker. But in that case, my position was above all that, floating free, but disconnected. I realized, in the dream, that this was the viewpoint and position from which I as a spirit could function. But how?

I think this best says where I may be coming from. There is not much point in posting more and more, what we each need has to come out of ourselves. We can be in contact with other spirits, but what we need has to come out of ourselves. So, more Power to Each and All of you.

I think this best says where I may be coming from. There is not much point in posting more and more, what we each need has to come out of ourselves. So, more Power to Each and All of you.

Then came the shocker. But in that case, my position was above all that, floating free, but disconnected. I realized, in the dream, that this was the viewpoint and position from which I as a spirit could function. But how?

The War of Good and Evil in my family


For some years, my siblings families were not exactly estranged, but stayed on very limited good terms with each other. Not that this was caused by condemnation as such, but by favoritism, as if one child is a perfect example of what a child should be, and the other is distinctly not in favor, in comparison. But, it was a kind of condemnation of the one not in favor, and it caused resentment and blame toward the favored child, when it was the parent or grandparent who set it up that way. So, it was not a good thing to be set up as the favored child, either, believe me.

It does have an effect, even if just to feel we are not a good person, or that we are a victim of some sort. When we really were affected, feel we are somehow less, by the way we were seen, by how others related to us, and ourselves to them. It is not that we caused it, but only we can undo the harm it has done to us, or to our relationships with others.

Black Holes are important to our lives.


They describe and see black holes at the scale of universes, not at the scale of a planetary system, but if it is like a living kind of subconscious containment of the past, it is like our own, in how it works. Anything that ever was, ending, going into the past, gets contained in it.

This fits in with how Science theorizes about the big bang. There is the creative energy, latent, potential, not in use, but it has a charge as it were, which builds up.

A black hole contains the raw energy which is not being used in a substantial way any more, it is absorbed, annihilated, but exists for reuse, as a charge build up of that raw energy. We cannot measure it, when it is not in use, and is only latent.

We redeem substance, originally created as our own, but put in common use. We do not see this happen. It is done out of the choices we deliberately will not make. It is the “No”, we say, to what we do not want to become. It is a closing of a door, and other doors, that had been open to us, out of our choices. And, these go into a kind of black hole we do not know we have. We could have gone that way, and we realize it, but took the path we did anyway.

The black hole has its place in the scheme of things, even for us. In an eventual way, this black hole contains raw energy that is like an incentive building up for what we want to become, a creative energy for our use in our own future.

Commentary on Fractal Geometry


This is about the observations of the part being like the whole, microcosm and macrocosm. And it is how a hologram works. Each part of the picture is like the whole picture. But, it is a new math, which applies to nature and living things.

I see this as being LIKE what I meant by saying there are harmonics. Only, I meant it from the largest reality, down to the smaller that is like it.

Like a galaxy, compared to a solar system, to a planet, they function to the same pattern, but on a different scale. But all of them are real at the same time.

I see it more as a potential that applies for everyone, and what will be different, are not all the choices we might have made, but how each one of us will be different from each other, having made the choices as we went along.

But every tree is different. It takes a lot of them to suddenly be seen as the whole of the forest.

The idea is also one of balance, and not getting too far away from the pattern of the whole creation we are in, like one particular tree, each of us being a human being in a body with our own eternal spirit.

Change, like a birth, Caterpillar to Butterfly


Newly created spirits could choose to be born, into evolution as it started from the very first cell of living substance. They were to be spiritual babies, perhaps still in gestation, but they also were shown a potential far ahead of them in time, to have a body for a grown up spirit to live in. They, and they alone entered life the moment it became a possibility for any of us.

But, I see change coming, much as if another major choice is upon us. With many foreseeing it, and many choosing. It is again, like a birth. But, this is more like the caterpillar turning into a butterfly, finally.

whatever our core of being is, inside, our true self, is to become our outer appearance and life.

I suspect, God did have us all in the earliest phase of evolution, but also, in all the subsequent choices, as if we had a new beginning, a new choice. I have always seen there would be no one left out.

I expect this is the change that is coming. But, what butterfly knows what to expect, if they only knew of themselves as a caterpillar.