Category Archives: trust

More detail or specifics on what was experienced, or illuminated, of brain stem nature.‏


  I planned to add this to the  previous post, but, if you will allow for that connection, it also can stand alone. There was so much more to the brain stem illuminations.  It had a right and a left side to it, partly new, more recognized, but not realized, aware, or conscious before then. The right side […]

Brain Expansion, by spiritual changes.


// Message body I had originally written to an author of an essay article titled “Synergy”  It was about the many coincidences which occur with Synergic  connections between various  people.  The author was a  professor at Chapel Hills University many years ago.  I had begun to notice these connections, not caused out of our own intentions […]


I am now seeing the flow of Cosmic energy like a river, with a main stream, with its swirls, whirlpools, and quiet places, along with crashing on what seems to be the edges.  The raging river of my 3rd dream in this blog may well  have been my own sense of drowning in that stream, not […]

Response to someone who has their own similar self discoveries.


This is appreciated and will be shared.  I did have 3 to 4 years following each  guiding dream, which went as if the dream had a lot of info for me in a nutshell, and it took me that long to realize and to apply, discover, all it meant to me, each time.  I did […]

Lesson being learned.


There is a poster that rightly tells us to not let our feelings of love, empathy or compassion be used to manipulate us, and make us a slave to the expectations of others. Added to this, the flip side is demonstrated in a Charley Brown cartoon. He is scratching Snoopy’s head, but when his arm […]

Wrapping up my lessons in life, or so it seems.


Well, I am  on the mend.  Not by a  heck of a lot, but I can see that it is More my resentment as I continue on and on, by my own intentions and decisions, to do as my husband seems to need, want and expect, and for me not to hurt his feelings, or […]

The Lord’s Prayer for today, for myself.


I did paraphrase the Lord’s prayer, elaborating in every way possible. Our Father, Our creators, mother and father to us all,

Who Art In Heaven, who are beyond us totally, but who love each of us as a child of God, and want the best for us, not only as we may think and want, but as you know we need.

Conclusion to this blog.


I deleted the last few posts of my blog, and feel that they were superfluous to the actual experiences I wanted to share.  I find that many subscribers to this are no longer following here.  I assume it is a divergence of our directions.  I see only 16 still following, and conclude that this is […]

My Worst Nightmare Started Again, * 26 in the series.


MY WORST NIGHTMARE STARTED AGAIN. Actually, before this nightmare started again  I had vacationed back home to visit my family alone.  I had dreamed that my brother had come to my bedroom door and was about to pound on it in anger.  I woke up thinking I had heard him pounding on the door, but […]

The 5th and last guiding dream, in 1962 when I was 38. * 25th in the series


The Crucifixion Dream, of 1962,  completing 5 dreams The young man and I went to the back of the yard, and brought the old woman in, and then both the old woman and old man to the center of the large backyard.   They had nothing to say.  We brought the girl child and boy child […]