Category Archives: to develop

Crucifixion


The Crucifixion Dream, of 1962,  completing 5 dreams The young man and I went to the back of the yard, and brought the old woman from the car into the back yard.  Then we brought both the old woman and old man to the center of the large backyard.   They had nothing to say.  We […]

The Family Crisis


I went to my son in the middle of the night as he was having convulsions for the only time in his life before or after.  It had been his 15th birthday, he had not been ill that evening, but was running a temperature of 105 degrees.   I could not handle him, and he even […]

Pinafore for Easter


On Tuesday, January 21, 2020, 12:52:58 PM MST, Helena Ackley <helenaackley@ymail.com> wrote: I figured out my age for this last night.  Carlton was born 21 months after myself.  Mother, as before and after, had nearly died in childbirth, and was in recovery for 6 months.  Either grandma was “not on speaking terms” with my parents, […]

Art, my husband died, Memorial was Sat. Mar 9, 2019. I could not speak of this until now.


all the years I knew him with that facade. More the man I loved, underneath it all. I hope he knows now. I related to who he was underneath it all, and it became a foundation.

More detail or specifics on what was experienced, or illuminated, of brain stem nature.‏


  I planned to add this to the  previous post, but, if you will allow for that connection, it also can stand alone. There was so much more to the brain stem illuminations.  It had a right and a left side to it, partly new, more recognized, but not realized, aware, or conscious before then. The right side […]

Brain Expansion, by spiritual changes.


// Message body I had originally written to an author of an essay article titled “Synergy”  It was about the many coincidences which occur with Synergic  connections between various  people.  The author was a  professor at Chapel Hills University many years ago.  I had begun to notice these connections, not caused out of our own intentions […]


I am now seeing the flow of Cosmic energy like a river, with a main stream, with its swirls, whirlpools, and quiet places, along with crashing on what seems to be the edges.  The raging river of my 3rd dream in this blog may well  have been my own sense of drowning in that stream, not […]

Are we approaching an advance for humanity, or our self destruction? I vote for our advance


I hope to share my own impressions, which are making more sense to me, of and as a whole process and way of existence,for now and ahead.

My Sense of the Divine


I am trying to think of how to write about Jesus Christ, as he is held to be part of the Divine Trinity. There is a question too, of the position of the Mother to the Father, and to the Divine Trinity. And, written separately, The Holy Spirit can lead us to take part in the larger purpose of God, which we cannot fully understand. We just can do our part.

One on One to each and any of you.


I feel isolated and alone in this, yet it is the one thing I have attempted to share. Anyone is always alone and isolated in this, since it is always so personal. I feel my inner guidance and impressions are personal, and even though they seem from a divine source, only Basics can rightly be […]